i dont want to be this, nor that
nor female, or male
i dont want to be nice, or mean
or sad, or happy
i am not 16, or 20,
or any age
i dont want to be here, nor there,
just far away
nothing is for me,
and i dont exist for anyone.

soon, i will cease to exist, like you,
only active/alive in memory, 
other people's collective memory.
in a room where we meet, 
only there i will be.
neither this, nor that,
nor female, or male,
nice, or mean,
sad, or happy.