TAHNIAH TAHNIAH

I left these two kids talking in MSN after I added them to a group chat after high school. (2005)

NOW THEY ARE MARRIED DO YOU KNOW HOW HAPPY I AM?!
TAHNIAH TAHNIAH TAHNIAH BALQIES ARAFIA AND AMIRUL IMAN!!!

byebye

i asked my mother out for lunch, she said sure. if i can make it to langkawi by lunch.


told her i'm moving back in december, she asked which part of the house.
i told her, whatever's left of my little space there. she couldnt be more glad.


this is a blessing in disguise. this is a blessing in disguise. this is a blessing in disguise.

is this the light you were talking about? i hope things turn out for the best.
the very best. for all of us. wimp. wimps. scaredy cats.

this is a blessing in disguise. this is a blessing in disguise. this is a blessing in disguise.

In the beginning Love satisfies us,
When Love first spoke to me of love—
How I laughed at her in return!
But then she made me like the hazel trees,
Which blossom early in the season of darkness,
And bear fruit slowly.


—Hadewijch of Brabant

it feels like a stab, whenever the thought of him crosses my mind.
like a wave building up from afar, crashes to the shore, violently.
in my chest, like an implosion. multiple stabs.

heavy shoulders, heavy heart.
:'-(
i miss my favourite boy.

i miss you terribly too

because some days, crying just dont cut it.